Wednesday, March 25, 2009

simply

yeah~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY~

Hehe, he's just 45 years old oni.

Young rite?
Sometime is good if marry early.
Haha~
Hope he stay healthy always as his body health nt so well recently.

ok, ntg to update because i reli damn lazy.
tata
=)

Rotting~

Recently i realized that many of my friends thinking or
decided to study at private university.
Kinda shocked and i am also d one of them.
Sigh~
Honestly, dunno izit d right choice for me to choose
f6 last time. Come to the end, i still need to go private study. Just like wasted
another year. For people same age as me, many of them already
finished their diploma, doing their degree and some even going
2graduate this year. How about me?! I dun even start my path.
If i choosed foundation in science or A level last time, maybe i was already
first year student in course i wanted to do. However, should nt regret mysf nw.Because how i think oso no chance for me to return,get back precioustime.
Now jz wish can start study soon.But my intake time will be on August.
Crazy giler~
I have been holiday for 5months d! Still need to wait for 5more months!
I seems like having holiday for one year ler~
Being a jobless and schooless person for so long really will drive me crazy.
I need to do sumting. Too bad that parents nt allow me to go out work.
Maybe i shud look for sum part time job, work for one or two day,
face d crowd.Talk to humans. If nt i really afraid mysf will nt be able to socialize once day.
So friends, Call Me Out!
Do Anything! As long as keep mysf 'alive'.
I watched alot movies at home, read stories book, listening songs.
All alone! U can imagine?
Sometime is great to have my own time, however sumtime
reli abit bek tahan =.="
Almost two weeks i dint step out and face d crowd.
But what i means is go gai gai la. I still have to go mama's office during weekdays
=\
Maybe i shud start to look into my sis's book so that cn comprehend d topic better.
i'm going to learn it when schooling again.
Not totally same,just as i knw that d first year topic will be quite similar to what my sis learnt.
And one point, all d books are damn thick Man!!
I wondering how thy going to mastering all within 5years!!

Salute!

See la, i start to talk crap again, like a psychotic > <



rong
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Movie That Impressed me

phewww....
Finally i finished the story book- twilight which borrowed frm abigail,
as well as the movie.
paiseh,i knw im out-dated x)
Err, i think like what others said, the story book is much more better than
the movie.
Haha, i oso dunno why, maybe the Edward Cullen in the movie was nt perfect enough
as what i imagined.LoL.(sum1 gonna kill me. )
But he's just 22 years old! So young~
The movie dun not hav much climax and really
abit...dull
Btw, is a nice story though.
I wonder what wil happen if there is reli vampire exist in our life?
Although sumtime i do believe that there are many things out of
our imagination.

Apart frm that, i watched few movies since i was free frm work nw.
The movie that impressed me the most is <>
This movie is reli touched my heart deeply.
Never have such deep thoughts before.
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is about how we live,
given the inexorable reality of death.
Whether we live forward into old age or backward into infancy,
the result is the same: We die.
There are few themes related to the movie.
First, is dealing wt the death. i still remembered the tugboat captain,
Mike, "You can be as mad as a dog at
the ways things went, you can swear and curse the fates,
but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."
According to the film, the right response to loss,
is acceptance rather than denied it. How true is that,
we always tend to deny things happen in life rather than accept it,
face it wt open heart. We like to runaway frm problems bt never
try to look into the problems.
I knw mysf still nt brave enough to face my failure.
I always tend to curse the fates like what captain mike did.
That also the reason why i like this character d most.
We knw what's wrong wt us, bt we choose to avoid it.
=.="

If feel free then try to watch this movie, is really interesting.
And i und one thing, everyone born wt their own values,
so we dun need to jealous or ashamed of what flaws on ourselves.
No matter who are we, rich person or poor guy, ugly or pretty,
fat or skinny. We have our own weakness and talents,
So be proud of being yourself.


And i love my life vry much nw.
Peaceful, no much struggles.
Do whatever i want,
read book whn i want, drink a cup of coffee when weather is nice,
listen music when i am joyful,
sleep whn i'm tired.
Looking at the ceiling , live in my own little world.
I knw im abit anti-social nw.
Haha, bt really vry lazy to move...
Ntg really motivate me to move.
Ntg to worry oso, i will get back to normal again when reach june.



Feel like wanna go beach sumtime, lay onto sand, and do ntg.
How wonderful~


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Sunday, March 15, 2009

Wow,first time do tag and i really dunno how long i can complete it.
Dun blame me,because really busy nowadays.
this tag is given by abigail.
I found it quite interesting.
See la, i so give face u ler.
Must appreciate me alot.
Haha x)
So,here we start:


001. Real Name : Ling Pei Gin aka 林爱容
002. Nickname(s) : Ariel, Ling Ling, Ai Rong, Apoh, etc
003. Age : 20
004. Zodiac Sign :Pieces, a very romantic horoscope.But im nt romantic at all x)
005. Male or Female : Female
006. Elementary : Tadika On Pong
007. Middle School: SJK (C) On Pong
008. High School : SMK Bandar Baru Ampang, A reallu lousy skol bt got alot memories there.
009. College School : MBS.no comment
010. Hair colour : Same as Abby, Brown with red base
011. Long or Short : Short, bt keeping long =)
012. Loud or Quiet : Depends on who am i talk wt ;p
013. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats
014. Phone or Camera : Camera
015. Health Freak : Err, slight asthma.
016. Drink or Smoke : Drink, bt nt alot.I am good gal =D
017. Do you have a crush on someone : I think nt.But who cares?!
018. Eat or Drink : Eat
019. Piercings : 8?Dunno ler, seldom wear nw
020. Tattoos : Nope
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social.
022. First Piercing : Standard 5.
023. First Relationship : Since i born. parents and daughter ma.Teehee
024. First Best Friend : Menn Yee, a really lovely frenz
025. First Award : Essay writing competition.haha
026. First Kiss : Mama or Papa??
027. First Pet : Kitten called Mimi
028. First Big Vacation : Thailand i think.
029. First Love at first sight: Yes.haha,vry impressive.
030. First Big Birthday : 18 years old. First time i drunk.

Currently
049. Eating : Nothing.
050. Drink : Nope
051. Excitement Level : Dun easily get excited.
052. I'm about to : ZZzzzz....
053. Listening to : Tv sounds
054. Plan for today : Go edu fair.
055. Waiting for : Money drop from sky =.-*
056. Energy Level : Unlimited
057. Thinking of someone: Yeah~
058. Want kids? : Sure lar..
059. Want to get married?: Not sure.Dunno whether can get along or nt.
060. Careers in mind? : Superwoman =) nonsense


Which is better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes? : Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny? : Funny yet romantic
070. Shorter or Taller? : Taller
071. Protective or Caring? :Caring.I can protect mysf.Hoho^^
P.S difficult to find a reli caring guy @.@
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Spontaneous means??
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Haha.this question swt lar~
074. Sensitive or Loud? : Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : Ahhem
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : Both i oso dun like = /


Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts : Yes. Both
081. Ran away from home : Sure not la. Terrible ler!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Haha , self-fighting =D
083. Killed somebody : Err, a small chick.
084. Broken someone's heart : Dunno. They wont tell me even i did tat ;p
085. Been arrested : By who?
087. Cried when someone died : Yes. Especially when my grandma passed away=(


Do you believe in
089. Yourself : Yes
090. Miracles : Sometimes
091. Love at first sight: Strongly believe tat ;p
092. Heaven : Yes.
093. Santa Claus : Fairy tales
094. Tooth Fairy : LoL~
095. Kiss in the first date: Nt really rmb ^.^


Truthfully
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : God knw ! Wakaka.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : Maybe yes ,but nt nw.
099. Do you believe in God? : Yes! For sure =)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:


1) eric
2) alvin
3) robson
4) wen chean
5) tun hong
6) sai hong
7) raymond
8) menghua
9) matt
10) grace


tata =)

Friday, March 13, 2009

我和你从未分手

心是片土地 我是一个园丁
种一朵花叫做爱情
呵护著不离不弃
当花季远去
眼泪带我旅行
你好吗 我好想你
常常写信寄给回忆
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中 谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久 给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手 你活在我爱中 不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛 才能扭转时空
重回感动 重回笑容 手牵手
空空的夜空 城市燃起灯火
每一盏灯一种寂寞
愿你幸福别漂流
蓝蓝的忧愁 搬进我的生活
越想放手越是紧握
越往前走越是回头
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手
你活在我爱中 不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛 才能扭转时空
重回感动 重回笑容 手牵手
我没用 多没用
我推开窗户思念一直推不走
我在梦里掉了一个梦
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手 你活在我爱中
不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛
才能扭转时空
重回感动 重回笑容
手牵手

Thursday, March 5, 2009

STPM !!!

STPM result will out on 10th March 2009!!
walau er,
nt yet prepare,scare i wil heart attack if result....
need to think of my future adi..
which path to go,wat to do,
shud start to think frm nw....
sigh=(

Monday, March 2, 2009

遗憾

#
我像一条鱼,
自由自在的在大海中游来游去。
才发现,我也是一条被囚禁在大鱼缸中的小鱼。
我怎么努力挣扎,也游不出这透明的界限。
我看见一条鱼,一条发着绿光,漂浮在空中的鱼。
她摇着尾巴,依然带着微笑的表情。
她的微笑,忽然让我感到忧伤。
我无法拥有这条鱼。
这条像狗一样忠心,像猫一样贴心,像爱人一样深情的鱼。
经过老桥时,想起年少时爱唱的一首歌。
情不自禁地在车中轻轻哼了起来。我送一条鱼回家。
回到真正的家。
她摇着尾巴,滑入一望无际的蓝色大洋。
这次我真的睡着了。我轻轻的亲吻我的鱼。#


这是我们共同喜爱的画册本里的一部分....
大概怎么也没想到,
我们有这么多共同点吧...
老是同时间爱上了同一首歌,
迷上同一部电影,
不同的天空,
想着同样的事.
许多的巧合,都让我们惊叹不已,
但我们的结局,
也像画册里的主角,
两条平行线,
无法相连....
可悲的是,
让我遇到最相似的人,
却像镜子.
可遇不可取....